tbroken… nothing comes easy but my dreams sure make them seem easy. Lately, i’ve been contradicting myself and just trying to get comfortable with change. Allowing myself to freak out and get scared makes me look like a fool to others and scares them away. I never could understand why dreams are so important to me. I guess I just like to be positive and challenge myself. I hate when people try too hard to be there for me… but I hate even more when they give up. Don’t spoon feed me, don’t tell me you love me but most importantly please don’t walk away. It seems that the more things that continue to change in my life the more I fail to get back on my feet. I’m here physically but emotionally I’m travelling across the universe in search of perfection and absolute happiness. I need to be knocked on my feet painlessly. I’m sick of feeling like i’ve been riding a roller coaster for hours and hours now super dizzy and ready to crash to the floor. I’m still holding back… It’s time to move on, it’s beyond time to move on. But i’m still here… Waiting, Waiting, please don’t forget.  Still hear