It’s 4am, my mind wandering once again. I remember the fun times I had with you but without you all at the same time. We made promises we’d never keep. We knew distance would keep us apart. I remember the day you told me that we needed to grow apart. For the sake of our friendship, for the sake of our personal health… really it was just for the sake of your friend’s jealousy. It’s been years since I had an actual conversation with you. I’ll never forget who you were. I’m so thankful to have one person that understands me but baby it’s not you. I’m so thankful to be forgiven. My tears are washed away; my fears are now embraced within this painting. Stroke by stroke I forgive and forget but I’ll never forget the time you took control of my heart.